Enough.

WARNING : Sorry, leave if you want. I warn you first, this post ain't gonna be pretty or very interesting. It's ranting time. Yes, i know. I promised no more rants, but I kinda need it right now. Boohoo. :( i know this entry sounds so sappy. :P

Okay, so I've been pretty alone for the past 10 days or so now. :( it's been tough, really. I mean, we talk everyday and it just stops everytime we're away. It's hard, I suppose. Okay, Ash is back. Not so bad. But she was gone for like 8 of those days too. Yeahh. I've just been occupying myself with TV, the internet and movies most of the time. Pretty sad, I know. You guys probably think i'm some loner, sad, emo chick right now. HAHA. Funny, that's not true. I'm just feeling a little lonely.

It's hard that he's in Egypt. :( i don't wanna sound stupid. But yea, I warned you. Sigh, it's so pathetic. Seriously. Haha. He's the one I always go to. The one I talk to about anything and everything. So, it's kinda hard when he's not here to reply my msgs or answer my calls because that just means I have no one to let it all out to. Okay, I know I have a best friend, but I guess you can say he's my best friend too. I love talking to him. He makes me feel comfortable and safe. Not joking. I know I sound like a love struck teenager right now, but hey, 16's the age. Well, 15 actually. Have fun, be free, follow your heart. Somehow seems like nothing can go wrong, huh? I've always believed that. Most of the time. :P

Okay, I just miss him. Period.

OKAYbye. :)

Baby baby.

Singapore now, bebeh. :D shopping's been a bomb. Okay, i really gotta stop telling you people about my day. I can already hear it, "Stop talking about yourself, why don't you?" Heh.

Okay okay, so interesting facts I learnt today? Lemme see.

1. I learnt that shopping in S'pore makes you spend lots and lots of money. Unnecessarily.

2. Snake bracelets and rings and such are pretty cool. :)

3. Singapore's like super easy to get around cos everything's underground.

4. I'm starting to know my way round Singapore really well. :P

5. It's mega hard to find nice dresses that fit well.

Yeah, i thought of that like right on the spot. Haha.

Kaybai.

With lots of time to spare.

Just read the first paragraph oh Ash's blog. Yes, I started blogging again thanks to her. Haha. & pft, she has no faith in me whatsoever - or in her sister, for that matter - on how long I'm going to last in blogging again. Hurtful. Though I must say, I like her list of all the Influential People. :)

Anyhow, as the title already clearly states it, I've had mega loads of time to spare. Ash is in Aussie & Dan's in Egypt - Yea, EGYPT. :( So i've been watching shows. Like lots and lots of shows. :) I know I said I wouldn't bore you people with long winded blog posts about my day - not like I really have much to write about my day, anyway - so I'm just gonna say..

SONNY WITH A CHANCE SEASON 2 EPISODE 21 - SONNY WITH A KISS

&

GLEE SEASON 2 EPISODE 8 AND 9 - FURT & SPECIAL EDUCATION

THE TOTAL MOST BOMB. Of course Glee's Britney tribute still one of the best ever episodes. :)

Those few episodes up there, a must check out. :) Sonny with a chance for those sappy hopeless romantics like myself. :) Glee's just well, touching i would say. Though no Glee episode has made me cry much like how Season 2 Episode 3 did. :( seriously. Super touching.

Okay, & Hellcats isn't all too bad either. :) honestly. though reviews and feedback from friends tell me otherwise. I think it's pretty interesting. Still keeping up, so must be good enough, right? :) okie dokes.

Taa.

& so..

After reading Ash's blog post, I realised I missed blogging. & like she said, most of you wouldn't care as to what I did today. So how about more general stuff? :)

A little out of my blogging mojo, been more into Tumblr. Hardly anyone ever blogs anymore.

Well, 2010's coming to an end. It really is. It's going to be December soon. How time flies, really. I really don't want next year to come. I mean, SPM. Come on. Then it's off to college? Please. I'm so not ready. How're you taking it? Applying, choosing, majoring, graduating. It's all a lot, don't you think?

Couldn't time just stop? Like right now. I don't want anymore days to go fleeting by so fast. The last time I blog it was the end of '09. And now? It's been a year. More than that, actually. Seriously, where did it all go? Have we really been rushing so much that time's just been following along idlely? So much for being sixteen. It's time to turn 17 already. Somehow, 17 seems like a pretty big number. Not so used to it, honestly.

Okay, sappy post not intended. But it's true.

Of waterfalls & jungle trekking.

It's 8:51 AM on a Wednesday morning & i'm at home. :) i didn't go to school today cos i'm too lazy. i honestly think that it wouldn't make a difference if i went anyway. i prolly won't do anything as usual. besides, Daniel is sick and has to stay home. :( so yea. i'm watching House Of Mouse while blogging & trying to find something productive to do. it's so boring, i tell you.

Anyway, yesterday was one of our post-PMR day trips. we went to the Orang Asli Museum & Sg. Pisang waterfall. despite it being a trip to a waterfall, only a handful of them climbed down a super steep hill-like thing to go to the waterfall. the rest of us (mostly girls) went to a nearby river. i find it much safer. :) and like, i was too afraid to climb down the rocky hill anyway. so Daniel followed me to the river. thanks. :) it was fun. the water was freezing cold though. it was warmer out of the water than when you were in it. haha. a few of us swam against the current to go & sit on the rocks next to the mini waterfall. :P i was one of them. though Mel had to help me. haha. okay fine, it's not that big of an accomplishment la. but yea. haha.

After a while, those brave people who were at the waterfall came & joined us at the river. they started jumping off a cliff into the river. some did somersaults, canon balls, front flips and back flips. haha. so pro man. even Daniel jumped in. & he took his shirt off! :O hahaha. but yea. Philip & Jimmy kinda forced me to jump in after that. i was too afraid. i don't like heights or jumping off stuff, honestly. but Ashleigh made me do it in the end. she jumped in with me. i was still kinda reluctant, but i did it anyway. :) it was okay la. that was an accomplishment. haha. for me, at least. but i was so so freezing after that. i just stood there shivering. then i went out to get my towel from Daniel & i just sat there till i warmed up. :) then we went to eat. we were given Nasi Goreng before we started trekking & we had a BBQ there. :) it was good. the chicken was so yummy. but yea. we packed up after that & trekked back. :)

The trek to the waterfall was pretty fun. :) dangerous, but fun nonetheless. haha. Daniel was my partner and he helped me throughout. thanks baby. :) i really don't know what i'd do without him la. haha. but yea. Philip, Daniel Chan & Jimmy helped me a little too. thanks guys. :) i really needed the help. the river current was so strong, there were sharp & slippery rocks, lots of sharp branches, muddy ground & such la. i got a cut on my foot now cos of one stupid branch. :( but yea. it's all good. haha. at least i didn't get any leech bites. Ash & Daniel almost got bitten but they managed to flick it off before it bit them. the leech was on Daniel's leg & then it crawled on to my towel and it was trying to suck my towel, but yea. there was no blood. :P Hiqmar Danial got it the worst though. he got bit in the balls. :( ouch, right. Anyway, Daniel helped me climb up all the steep & rocky hills. haha. pretty cool also la. we had to walk through this hugeee dark tunnel-like thing with strong water current & all. haha. i liked that for some reason. Aisyah couldn't stop singing the whole time trekking in the jungle. :P the trek back wasn't as dangerous or hard as the trek to the waterfall though. we walked along the highway half the trek back. :P so yea. all in all, it was good. real fun. :)

I think that's it. :) i don't think i missed out anything. the bus ride was fun. Daniel and I had such a nice feast on the way there. :) we packed lots of food and all. haha. I brought cheese & crackers and Milano double chocolate biscuits. he brought two cheese stringers, two packets of milo & Ruffles. :) see, we came prepared. and i brought my hand sanitizer as well. haha. Ash, Daniel & Philip think i'm such a freak. :P i sanitized my hands like a million times & i sanitized my bottle too. :P ash took a picture of that. pft! haha. but yea. i'm just very hygienic that way. & i couldn't pee till i got home cos the toilet there was just too dark & scary & not nice looking. but yea. i managed to hold it in. :) the bus ride back was pretty much spent sleeping with Daniel. we were so pooped, i tell you. almost everyone fell asleep during the bus ride back to school. we reached school round 4. :)

Oh oh, i went for the MJ This Is It movie last night. i got home, showered and left for 1u around 5:30. :) movie was at 6. we were like the first ones there man. haha. the movie was okay la. it was just a documentary, so yea. i fell asleep close to the end of the movie. maybe the last half an hour or so. haha. the movie wasn't thaat great and i was just thaat tired. so yea. put them together & you've got me sleeping in a movie. :) at least i still got to hear his songs with my eyes closed. :P we went for dinner after that & went back home. :) it was a good day, i must say. i was so tired after that though. i came home, called Daniel & went to sleep at like 10:15. :P yes, that's very very early for me. haha. i had nothing to do anyway. but yea.

Okay, i think this post is long enough. i wrote so much & it was only for one day. i am soo long winded sometimes. haha. well okay. byebye. i'mma go find something more productive to do. bye! :)

These are my confessions.

I love Glee. :) seriously. i'm hooked now. thanks to Aishah. haha. i want episode 9! but it's not coming out till the 11th of November, i think. & i need Gossip Girl and 90210 too! anyone? :) haha. if you have them, gimme gimme! :) please & thank you.

Anyway, the week's been pretty good i must say. :) parents have been away in Amsterdam. they came back today. :) they bought me 2 shirts and a hat. haha. i love my parents. :) and my mommy bought a new bag! grr. i want one too. :( haha. she was gonna buy me a new bag, but she left it to the last minute and there was none at the airport. poo. :( but yea. i've missed my parents. i'm glad they're back. :) though not having them around has its plus sides too la. haha.

I went to the cemetery just now. :) visit my grandma. hehe. she passed away a year before i was born. :( sadly. i didn't get to meet her. heard she was an amazing cook though. wish i could've tried her cooking. :( oh well. i'm sure she's very happy up there in heaven anyway. :) so yea. Halloween was yesterday. haha. Sam had two of her friends over to go trick-or-treating with the neighbours. Daniel came over too to accompany me. :) since i was alone with my maid taking care of my sister & her friends. not that my maid isn't fun, she is. but you know, she's boring in her own way also la. :P so yea. he came over at like 6 & left at 11. :) hehe. we had steamboat for dinner! :D haha. Daniel & i were so fat, i swear. haha. we ate so much. & we had ice cream after that, AND he was still hungry. haha. we just lazed around after that. see, that's even more proof that we're such fat piggies. :) haha. he came over last Sunday too. to once again babysit my sister & her friends. 9 of them came over last Sunday, okay. & my parents left for Amsterdam the night before already. pft. so yeah. haha. we're cool like that. :)

We have school tomorrow. :) i dunno why i'm happy. haha. maybe cos i get to see him & everyone. :) and Sg. Pisang is on tuesday. can't wait. heh. i'm not going for Gua Tempurung on friday though. sadly. :( there wasn't anymore space. pft. but yea. homestay was good. i guess you guys do deserve a proper update about that one. haha. so it was last Wednesday, i think. yeah. A 2 hour bus ride, reached the place, ate some kuih, got briefed, pounded paddy, painted batik, went for lunch, played in mud while catching cat fishes, jumped into a river, rinsed off, went to a keropok making factory & then a 2 hour bus ride back. :) yea, that's pretty much it in short la. haha. Group 2 won for paddy pounding and batik painting. :D yes, i was in group 2. haha. Group 1 won for catching the cat fishes. haha. cos they had Hiqmar Danial. he was like damn pro man. :P & all i have to say is shaz was soo not shaz. :P brian conquered his fear and actually played around in the mud. :) haha. lauren thought i was put in group 2 to sabotage them cos i helped Daniel paint his batik. :P hahaha. sorry guys. i couldn't help it. but honestly, i think i made it worse. haha. sorry.

Okay, i think that was like a super long update already. be thankful, people. :) oh oh! i just cut my nails. haha. well, my maid cut them for me cos i was too lazy. but yea. still. :P haha. anyway, i'mma go now. i'm bored. I wanna go call Daniel soon. byebye. :)

She's a genius.

Smell her hair. Talk to her in movie theaters. Hold her hand while you talk. Tell her she’s beautiful, not hot. Look her in the eyes when you talk to her. Tell her stupid jokes. Let her play with your hair. Just walk around with her. Look at her like she’s the only girl you see. Tickle her, even if she says stop. When she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Get her mad, then kiss her. Tease her. Let her tease you back. Kiss her forehead. When she’s sad, hang out with her. Let her take all the photos of you she wants. Kiss her in the rain. When you fall in love with her, tell her.

I found this on Mel's blog. i was reading her posts and for some reason, i really liked this. but honestly, i think Daniel does every one of those things up there. :) except he doesn't let me take all the photos i want of him. :( pft. haha. but i'm happy that my life is pretty good like this. :) yea. i'm too lazy to post about anything else. DeepaRaya assembly, homestay & charity drive. that's what i did this week. yea. :)

& I love you, baby. :)